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Thursday, 31 July 2008

How disappointing.. -_-

*sigh* -rant alert-
Have you ever been in a situation where there was something that you weren't REALLY interested in at first, but then a certain something or someone got you interested, and in the end you don't get it? Doesn't that just freaking piss you off because you weren't interested from the get-go, but then when you were it was taken away from you? OMG, it really SUCKS!!! Really does..
I had a situation with a guy like that before. First, I was never interested, but when I got interested, he met someone else and in turned into a huge misunderstanding.. THEN, of course it ended with a happy couple and a very disappointed girl. D: What a waste of time!!
So.. none of this has to do with guys.. I just trailed off. So, long story short.. this broad was selling her PSP, she at first got me hooked on getting it and assured me some crap, THEN I went through a hell of a lot to get it, then she sold it to another broad, end of story. ;~; I was super excited too... dammit that really left me sour. I just hate people.
xD Please excuse my mood...
-pointless entry end-

Sunday, 27 July 2008

Ending summer :/

Despite the sad sad title.. and it's truely sad, my morning has been super great. But I have to owe that entirely to the Wonder Girls!! LOL!

Korean Group, Wonder Girls :D!
What celebrity dressed up as the teletubbies WOULDN'T just make your day??
So.. back to life. Ah.. so, I got back from Mertle Beach, South Carolina like 2 weeks ago?? Mad now though fort wo reasons. One, I totally forgot about getting tickets to see Chris Rock when I came back.. and that was like a major MAJOR thing for me this summer.. DAMN I wanted bragging rights and also the experience.. totally missed it. T-T Two, I got sun burnt, and my skin is all peely and speckled and my mom keeps calling me snake and hissing at me -_______-; Dude.. it's funny.. but really. Evil women.
I SHOULD be doing community service, but for some reason can't get in touch with my "boss".. which sucks. And me and the boyfriend aren't doing too hot.. but that's old news. Still love 'em though.. shouldn't worry about petty fights and issues anymore. Not gonna let it phase me as much, hm? Senior year doesn't welcome it! Speaking of which.. I AM Terrified. :o I mean, it's like any other school year (NOT) but.. it's the last school year. I came too fast! And I don't really have a college I desire.. overthinking Valdosta.. don't know about it anymore.. gotta see..
Well.. summer breaks gonna end soon.. health not being kind to me.. my face is like.. ECK. So I already feel a wreck.. but idk.. I guess I'll manage. : /
But I guess I kinda have my friends birthday to look forward too!!! :D In one week! :3 We're going on the bridge to light sparklers after a fun day at the park and food galore!!!! ^^ I'll try not to cam-whore as much..

Thursday, 19 June 2008

YAH.......bitch..

Ok.. impulse.. don't mind it.
I may seem weird that's I'm posting this video.. since it happens to NOT be my high school.. but my close friend and other friends that attend the school showed it to me, and OMG, I HAVE to share it.. :3
JUST WATCH..I promise all 38 minutes of your life will NOT be wasted.. trust me? xD ..like you have anything better to do.. you're here after all.. -__-

So yea! I finally got around to watch Battle Royale and Suicide Club!! :D (blogging laziness) Okay, so I actually saw SC a LONG while ago.. and BR like, 2 weeks ago? Yea..
Suicide Club was.... hm.. it was creepy. It was.. um, awesome though? I don't know what to say.. just that a lot of things that were in the movies, scenes, shouldn't have been, like.. they were completely pointless, and answers were not answered.. just a lot of questions at the end.. but some how those clever little japanese made yet another astonishing movie.. hmph.
Battle Royal on the other hand!! :D I LOVED it.. sooooo much! Sure it was sad, but who doesn't love Best Friends; classmates killing off each other to stay alive?! That's all I have to say.. the only complaint.. I wish it was longer and more detailed on some of the scenes.. :)
I also got to see Taiyo no Uta, (Song of the Sun) with YUI, cute/sad romance movie.. and a korean movie, 200 Pounds Beauty, romance comedy-ish/make-over.. but nice and musical too ^^
Um.. with anime, continuing with Red Garden and started on The Wallflower! Ep. 10 now.. :] This will add to my top favs Romance collection along with NANA & Paradise Kiss..♥
ERM.. life: for the past week i've been SUFFURING because some screwy little ants decided to lay a nest somewhere in my house.. and for some reason, them being hard to kill off, they seem to be bringing other insects.. ._. Um.. besides that.. song writing, failing kinda.. singing more, and slowly withering my bones everyday.. er, I need to excersise.. x/
Oh, and I'm loving the song i'm currently listening to.. John Mayer - Stop This Train :3

Tuesday, 10 June 2008

Bad Start..

So yea, like today and since summer started, all my plans with my new semi-boyfriend have been canceled by my over protective and worrysome mother. Just the ones that invloved me coming over his house.. but all the other ones are kinda her fault too..
I need to contact this lady for community service I should be doing.. :/ Hopefully that will make-up for the rest of the time my moms going to try to suffocate me. -.-;
But anyway, onto the Jpop scene. I've been frequenting Utada's new album recently and I am like so addicted to Beautiful World, Stay Gold, and Prisoner Of Love. Most recently, Prisoner Of Love ^^
Um, what else?? Oh! The K-pop world! As you all know, I've been following The Wonder Girls, but now, I've also ran into this new singer named May Doni Kim, or just May Doni. I like her new song "Attraction", it's very catchy and she can sing! She can also dance very well.. here's a video showing her dance practice, and her recent single I really like.. :]
Fast forward like 10 seconds..
And whenever I can, I'm going to watch these movies my friend told me to watch, Battle Royal and Battle Royal 2.. then maybe also I can finally watch the follow up of Suicide Club, Noriko's Dinner Table. :]

Thursday, 29 May 2008

Distraught

"Never Make Anyone Your Priority, When To Them You Are Just An Option."
I've seen this quote a lot before.. and before, I thought I could relate to it. Liking a boy and knowing he isn't into you or you know you're just another thing to turn to. But this can be seen in many ways.. only today did I realize how deep the meaning of this could be. Only today did this quote become so confusing.
Right after going to blog about my current situation, I ran into this quote, and that's when it all fell together. I asked.. "How? How can you stop yourself once you know? When do you stop if you're not sure? How do you stop? What if you don't know if you are a priority or an option? How do you find out? What if you thought you were a priority, and it turns out you're not? What then? Wouldn't it be too late to simply stop making that person a priority?
My friend told me today you should only see or talk to more than one guy if you're an option, or you think you are. But, what if you don't know? Then by talking to another guy.. wouldn't that mess things up? And if you were to just talk about it.. how would you know if you were being told the truth? I mean.. especially when you're with someone you're not technically dating. Then it's okay to see other people? So what if you're giving 100% to him, when he's only giving 75%? How would you know?
All I know is it's enough to make me just forget about it. I never thought being in a relationship could be nearly as painful as being lonely.